修无情道后我爆红冰雪综艺(112)
不知怎的，自从她无情无欲之后，这个世界好像变得有情有义起来。
作者有话说：
[1]原歌曲是Taylor Swift的《Mean》，我改了一点点歌词为了贴近这个故事。原曲和原歌词真的非常非常赞，墙裂安利一下，给了我很多力量。
本来我考虑要不要全部歌词放在作话里，但是和剧情还蛮紧密的，所以我就放在了正文里面。如果有没有看到标题的「勿买」点进来买了，但是因为歌词的原因后悔了的宝贝，留言在下面，我把这一章的钱退给你们哈，啵啵啵。
《Mean》（改词版；改动很少，只为了贴合语境哈）
You, with your words like knives
你的声音像唇枪舌剑
And swords and weapons that you use against me
给我带来伤害
You have knocked me off my feet again
你一次又一次把我推倒
Got me feeling like I'm nothing
让我感觉自己一无是处
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard
你的声音就想尖利的指甲划过黑板的噪音
Calling me out when I'm wounded
在我伤痕累累的时候却大声指责我的不是
You, picking on my weaker side
你总是能精准的攻击到我的脆弱
Well, you can take me down
好吧，现在的你也许随便动动手指
Wit□□ one single blow
就能让我难过崩溃
Someday, I'll be living in a big old city
有一天，我会住在一个古老的大城市
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah
你却和刻薄相依为命
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
有一天，我会强大到你无法伤害我
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
你却只能和刻薄相依为命
Why you gotta be so mean?
我不懂你为什么要活成刻薄的样子
You, with your switching sides
你是个伪善的两面派
And your wildfire lies and your dehumanization
你说谎成灾，你没有人性
You have pointed out my flaws again
你一次又一次的指责我做的不对
As if you never have compassion
就像你从来不懂什么是宽容慈悲
I walk with my head down
我总是埋头走在路上
Trying to block you out, 'cause I'll never impress you
试图把驱散你给我的阴影，反正我不管做什么也无法让你喜欢
I just wanna feel okay again
我只想让自己好过一点
I bet you got treated wrong
我猜你曾经也别人用错误的方式对待了
Somebody made you cold
是那个人让你变得铁石心肠
But the cycle ends right now
但是，一切在我这里都结束了
'Cause you can't lead me down that road
因为，我永远不会学着你用错误的方式去对待别人
And you don't know what you don't know
你对你的无知一无所知
Someday, I'll be living in a big old city
有一天，我会住在一个古老的大城市
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah
你却和刻薄相依为命
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
有一天，我会强大到你无法伤害我
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
你却只能和刻薄相依为命
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
我不懂你为什么要活成刻薄的样子
我可以想象多年之后，你在实验室里
Brainwashing people around
试图给周围的人洗脑
With that same opinionated □□ysis
说着你那些固执己见的心理分析
Only cold brains are listening
却只有实验室那些冰冷的标本大脑才肯被你洗脑
Washed up and ranting about the same old school things
说着那些老牌陈词旧调
Fabricating how a great mother you meant to be
编造粉饰你曾经多想当个好妈妈的谎言
But all you were is mean
但曾经的你只有尖酸刻薄
All you are is mean
现在的你也只有尖酸刻薄
And a liar, a psycho, and a hypocrite in life
终其一生，人们会知道你还是一个骗子，一个疯子，一个伪君子
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean
和你的自私、尖酸、冷漠、刻薄
But someday, I'll be living in a big old city
有一天，我会住在一个古老的大城市
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah
你却和刻薄相依为命
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
有一天，我会强大到你无法伤害我
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
你却只能和刻薄相依为命
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
我不懂你为什么要活成刻薄的样子
Why would I care about you being mean?
我又何必在乎你的刻薄
第47章
短短一个晚上, 冷苒苒的唱歌录屏就有了上百万的播放量。